EXAMS><

longggg time since ive posted,
lazyyyy.
hahaha.
well, my game server happen to be restarting so i can post((:
HAHAHA!
anyways, exams have started)):
goshhh, sadded.
but i cant wait for it to be over((:
DEN CAN PLAY!
hahaha.
lots of study dates lately, but only one place.
JOANNE'S BEAUTIFUL HOUSE!
WHEES~~~
hahaha.
but i hardly study (according to joanne)
BUT I DO OKAYY?! SERIOUSNESS!
hahaha.
english was okayy.
except for mrlim.
wadd "the more time you check, the more marks you get?"
the whole class started laughing lahh please.
den he stood infront of me when i was scratching my table.
NO ONE TOLD ME!
den i heard szelin laughing and looked up.
den everyone laughed.
i felt stupid)):
sighhh.
but anyways, mrlim is v badd.
DUN LIKE US SLEEP><
sighhh, & i told i could have some rest.
chinese was terrible.
i wrote v little for both compo,
THANK GOD I DIDNT WRITE THE MOTHER DYING ONE,
IF NOT TEACHERS CONFIRM THINK JOANNE & I CHEATED.
hahaha.
but great mind thinks alike mahh, cant blame us((:
hahaha.
chinese paper2 was okayy.
there was chinese lit, super hard, i dun even know how to read lahh!
goshhh.
hahaha.
after that went to mindy's house.
her sister's clothes are v cute((:
hahaha.
THE EDGE IS SUPERRRRRRRR COOL LAHH!
WHEES~~~
teacher veroy & adrian was there!
hahaha.
Cheryl & I was highing like mad during jump around.
goshhh, I LOVE THAT SONG!
hahaha.
den the new life church video, that church is nice((:
By2 came, i dun like them.
act cute lohh please. bleahh.
but it was niceeeeeeee
17 next month, THE EDGE((:
hahaha.
service with joan's cell tmr with ivie & maybe jasmine.
29th nov joanne's church.
i dun remember the rest.
hahaha
gaming time!
byeee((:

racing cars><

i like racing cars((:
V NICEEEEEEEE.
you sit there den ZOOM, hahaha.
i sat on one today((:
a white porche(?)
the women was v super nice((:
hahaha.
some F1 event.
hahaha.
i wanne own one of the cars next time><
$200,000-$800,000!
so ex rite?
but im gonna get one((:
hahaha.
yeahh rite.
went to CCF office after that.
ive never been there before, v nice office((:
hahaha.
sit down there to eat, den play psp, den my mummy came to fetch me((:
hahaha.
went to bugis.
bought stuff den went to zhougardens to eat.
all dimsum please.
im soooooooooooo full><
hahaha.
i finish watching camp rock, not badd lahh.
den the high school musical my school rocks.
singapore didnt win, but they were good((:
hahaha.
okayy, school tmr & exams on tues.
sighhh.
byeee((:

I WANT A WHITE W910I)):
WHY ONLY GOT BLACK?!
NOT FAIR)):

im gonna change((:

cgm & service today.
i enjoyed it((:
hahaha.
i realized that i really should change my attitude when im in church.
like wadd im thinking and stuff, cause we're to be God-like yeahh?
so i wanne thank Joyce & Jiayu for praying for me just now.
giving me a bigggggg wake up call,
I LOVE YOU GUYS MANY MANY((:
cgm was all praying & stuff, no sharing of the word.
service was impactfull too.
the qualities of a son.
yeahh.
after that went to study with rachel & joel.
THANK YOU RACH FOR THE WATER BABIES((:
hahaha.
turns out joel's & my textbooks are mostly the same, so can study((:
hahaha.
studied until 815? den when to check on phones.
hahaha.
i had fun today.
whees~~~
thursday im gonna get a new phone((:
friday there's AGE((:
sunday is mich's ROm((:
NEXT WEEK IS GONNA BE FUN(((:
but there's also the bad):
english compo on tuesday
chinese papers on friday.
sighhh.
exams starting, everyone jiayous yeahh?
JIAYOUS! GOD BLESS((:

finally, everything is settled((:
at least i think so?
hahaha.
dunno how many times i cried in school already.
i feel pathetic.
sighhh.
hahaha.
i cant concentrate in class!
goshhh
its either im day dreaming or talking.
EXAMS IS NEXT THUSDAY LEII!
im so dead.
today got little women mock test,
i forgot the entire story)):
sighhhh.
i guess language arts exams will be shocking.
whale rider will be good? little women & poetry sucky.
sighhh.
anyways, IH, science, maths will be my main focus.
lit & chinese is gonna pass can liao((:
IM GONNA WORK HARD. CANNOT FAIL((:
art & dnt is bleahh.
forget it lahh.
hahaha.
connect group conference now, byeee((:

firstly i wanne thank some people.
JOANNE, XINTIAN, SARAHKHOO, MINDY & MANY MORE
for being there for me today((:
today was one of the worst day of sec school life ever for me.
i hope it'll be the last.
the people whom i thought wasnt really nice started being super nice to me.
i felt guilty, even though i knew something.
or should i say im feeling guilty towards both.
i dun wanne let one down cause i know that their my friends,
but at the same time, i dont know how to reject people's kindness towards me.
it might not be real, yeahh, but wadd could i do?
i know im in the wrong, really wrong this time, i tried my best to settle it but i failed.
maybe staying in riverside might have been better.
maybe going to st.mary's might also have been better.
this is the choice i've made, it might be wrong, might be correct. i dunno.
but at least i know ive made really good friends.
they have gone through the same situation as me, they know how im feeling. i really wanne thank this 2 people((: you guys are the best.
but well, ive decided to stay in st.marg's.
waddever the future is for me.
maybe a loner? my own group of friends? or going back to them.
i really dunno.
but all i know now is i gotta be strong, at least until tmr.
cause God is here with me((:
& this IS part of live, i guess everyone would go through this.
waddever the outcome is tmr, i'll stay strong((:
& i hope joanne & xintian will be strong too yeahh?
im here for you guys((: always remember!
as for her. ive never thought of leaving your clique.
im not & will never.
i love every single one of you there.
i was afraid of losing you people, why would i give your up?
your might hate me now, i dunno, but i still love you all, serious.
so i guess everything will have an answer tmr, or at least i hope so.
im sorry to those whom are affected by this matter today.
my apologies.

JOANNE LEONG JIA YING!

i know you wanne give up everything now,

on life, studies, friends & everything else.

but no matter wadd, we wont give up on you((:

no matter how hard this period is gonna be,

we're here fighting it with you.

you're not going through this alone, 

you've got us((:

losing a friend is hurtful, i understand.

but its already the past, now we should treasure the people with us.

God let you through this period of time cause he knows you can do it!

so have faith in him and believe for something good to happen.

you're important to EVERY SINGLE ONE of us.

from szelin, lynette, lynnette and of course me.

im gonna repeat again, WE'RE NEVER GIVING UP ON YOU,

so dun give up on us, please.

and ILY MANY MANY((: 

so you must be strong okayy?((:

everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up. everything will pull me up.
Szelin told me to write this.
i hand pain already):

tired.

today school was just bleahh.
school started out fine.
no P.E for 2 weeks already((:
hahaha.
during science, stupid Szelin broke my ruler):
she pull den suddenly break.
we were laughing non-stop can?!
hahaha.
den after chapel went for some student leader survey thingy.
SO MANY QUESTIONS LAHH!
den was only let off 'bout 2?
sighhh.
went to macs after that.
waited for seats for like dunno how long?
den finally got one.
sit down, do half a maths ws and left.
Clara didnt have enough money for bus.
met this really nice aunty, she gave Clara money(:
hahaha.
wadd a nice person yeahh?
hahaha.
den came home((:
hahaha.
me & sarahkhoo are okayy now((:
wadd a nice friend she is(:
ILY LOTS SARAHKHOO(:
hahaha.
but well, i lost a friend today.
she said she'll never leave us, but she did.
she can act like nothin just happened, but i cant.
sighhhh.
& i realized who my friends are
JOANNE, SZELIN, LYNETTE & LYNNETTE & OF COURSE MY DEAR XINTIAN((:
ILY GUYS MANY MANY(:
its okayy if she left,
we still got each other((:
WHEES~~~
im lucky to have know you guys this year((:
ILY((:

im tired.
tired of salvaging useless friendships.
tired of being the class leader.
tired of studying.
tired of apologizing everytime.
just plain tired.

there's something wrong with the stupid windows life messanger.
im so pissed.
RAWR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

im tired.

so many things happening in class now.
im seriously tired.
trying to act like nothing has happen at all is just sucky.
i hate it.
anyways, 1.5 more months to go.
i hope.

was talking to nicole chai(:
havent talk to her like that for a longgggg time.
we were talking 'bout big foot & mrlee & of course ms chow.
GOSHHHHH.
I MISS MS CHOW LAHH!
dunno why she suddenly disappear,
sighhh.
the life is all 'bout waiting & many many funny stuff happen during her lessons.
she could have been the best teacher ever, but den?
sighhhh.
I MISS MS CHOW):

holidays(:

hello(:
im finally back to blogging.
v lazy to come.
hahaha.
im addicted to computer games again.
highstreet5(:
quite nice i must say.
hahaha.
well, got a new haircut(:
i look weird):
the aunty cut my hair until sooooooo short):
i dun like.
sighhh.
tuesday went for study date.
ALL MY HOMEWORK DONE(:
wahhsehh, i first time dun nid last min do work sia.
hahaha.
got improvement(:
whees~~~
hahaha.
anyways, cgm & service this sat(:
finally! sat service at jw.
hahaha,
im going to play game now(:
byeeee.